Monday, November 24, 2008

Memories of a past life.

Remember those days when we used to write on xanga? Remember how we thought getting an "x" amount of eprops and comments dictated how cool we all were? Well, I just took a stroll down memory lane (my sad attempt to avoid my term paper. I made a small dent in it yesterday, only to discover today that I had to start from scratch. AGGHHH), and man, I was a consistent little blogger back in the day. I switched xangas so many times, but I always kept up with posts. I always had something to say, whether or not my posts were public or private. Reading through them, I could not help but laugh at how immature and silly I used to be. But then again, I don't know if I've changed all that much since those xanga days. I still may be somewhat immature and silly, but I've left my junior high and high school days behind with a hint of bitterness on the edges. It hasn't been that long since high school, but it feels like it's been awhile. I've learned a lot about myself in that time, and I'm glad I wrote down all those things I learned. Looking back on it now I think I've changed somewhat too. I'm not the bright-eyed, hopeful Christy I used to be. The me right now is slightly weathered, beaten down, discouraged and realistic. But there's still a hint of idealism that still twinkles in the my eyes. I think. I hope.

Anyway, here is what I pulled off one of my old posts. HAH. Brings back memories. Remember when we used to fill these out? Here's my updated 2008 version.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Christy/Chris
2. Collision
3. Crusty/Crispy

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. Sense of humor
3. My love for food

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I am easily swayed and influenced by others.
2. I care too much about what other people think.
3. I have a tendency to overanalyze.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Chinese
2. Asian
3. American

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing loved ones
2. Insects. Ugh.
3. The grudge girl

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Sweatshirt
2. Jeans
3. Black chucks

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. Coffee
2. Books on early modern Japanese literature (Hi, this is called procrastination)
3. My bookbag

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SINGERS/BANDS:
Uhhh, I don't know.
1. Marie Digby
2. Lenka
3. Shivia Lee

THREE THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY:
1. Eat.
2. SLEEP.
3. Facebook.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES:
1. A Walk to Remember
2. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
3. Elizabethtown

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE:
1. Salt&Vinegar chips
2. Stacy's cinnamon sugar pita chips
3. My new camera, and in extension, my wonderful boyfriend.

THREE PEOPLE/THINGS YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW:
1. Dan
2. Steph
3. Mommy & Daddy

Huh, well I think that took up a significant chunk of my time. Back to term paper-ing I go.

I still can't believe I had to start from scratch. HOW FRUSTRATING.

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